08/27/04
Hey, it's not that I'm hungry and have a craving for chicken strips or something, but it's the taste that remains in my soul after a few things happened to me on this days near to my departure (from Miami to my adored Guayaquil). I'm a kind of reserved person, I might be a good listener and a great talker, but I never go to deep in my personal stuff. Today is one of those days that I'll disclose with you, my friends, how I felt after I noticed I was over something but also I'm definitely not over about someone...
In the hospital I met somebody and said goodbye, even we had this very strong argument and we didn't speak to each other for over 3 months... When I was leaving the 3 Lake Pavilion (that's the area in the hospital), bum! This person was just coming in. As usual, for those who know me, I offered my extremely politically correct greeting, and I got one back! I torn the wall down and I said goodbye and thanked for the hospitality given at me during my almost-6-month-lenght internship in that area. A "you're welcome" was said back and a question very innocent but in the most inquiring tone came: "Do you still have my number.... or maybe not..." An also a typical answer of me: "I never erased... look" Showing my cell phone as a proof I wasn't bluffing.
I realized at that moment that I was over that silly issue that avoid a smooth work relationship... and knowing that you can let things go, realize that you're over with some problems, changed my face in a second, my face was different at that very moment. An intriguing smile came to may face.
But nothing is forever, and that include happiness not forever, the same afternoon I was talking with my best friend and I got news that touched my soul, I wish in the sweet way, but now it's time for sour...
I realized I wasn't over it (her).., and it's sad seeing how others can rebuild their lives but you get stuck, and the hardest you try, the deepest you get into that hole...like in quick sands, the more you move, the faster you sink�

The sweet 'n sour..... Also known as LIFE

P.S.: Maybe something it is forever: True Love